If,

I ever decide to Write to you again.
It will be on this post right here...
Could be now, could be later, could be never..
But this post will be my last words to you hopefully.
Maybe, I'll add as time goes on.
It probably won't matter to you anyways.
- J

December 11, 2010
today, I need you. I miss you. I want to be wherever you are. to put time aside and talk, to hold you... Damn it, to tell you everything that's wearing me down. to tell you everything in general..
I wish you'd interject. tell me to get over you. give me reasons to hate you. but I know that was never you.. I shouldn't have written this. It's just one of those day's C.
I'm sorry,
-J